This ( ^The Drawing ^ ) was made by delusional on a forum I am part of.

^My friend Steph did this for me.

Samantha "DIVA" Jane ?-May 30th 2007

May 30th 2008

Hey Big Girl,

How is it a year has gone by? It seems like just yesterday you were glaring at me. How many times did I waste being mad at you for dumping your pellets into your water bowl. Then again you could make me laugh.

Like the time I put you in the short pen while I cleaned. You jumped out of it and had a stunned look on your face, like "How did I do that?" Or when Ringo mounted your face, you were so surprised you just sat there.

You were so big but still so graceful. It seemed like you were always shedding and I constantly had to brush myself off. What I wouldn't give to once again brush off that gray fur.

Since you left us a lot have joined us. Elijah, Logan, Wyatt, Mace, Merlin, and Chibi. I think you helped each one find their way here. Many have been sick and I could have lost them but some how they are all still here. Not one of these guys could ever take your place and no one else ever will.

RIP Big Girl

 
Love, Mama

June 9th 2008

Hey big girl,

So two weeks ago we were sent another bunny. Some how I think you did this. I get this feeling you want to be my one and only flemish. Or maybe the right one hasn't shown up yet. We love our new girl, she is the sweetest thing ever.

I also have the feeling you had a hand in Kiara finding a home. Well you and Zoe. I think Zoe knew her mommy needed another bunny, and you knew the perfect one. Who else would know that a bunny like her would need such a special home. She reminded me so much of you it sometimes hurt to look at her.

Today would have been 3 years that you joined us. Some how when we celebrated Ringo's Day I wanted to believe you were there, part of me does. I won't lie, at first I didn't want you. I wouldn't let you go back to a shelter. In the end we bonded, it was stronger than I could have imagined.

I still miss you like crazy, but your brothers and sisters keep me too busy to dwell. I have had dreams about you but I don't really share them, they are personal. I did share one. In it I saw you with Molly Marie. I honestly believe all of you are waiting for us.

I truly believe that we will all meet again, it's just going to be awhile.

Love,
Mama

Mason "Mace" Alexander ? - October 14th 2008  A.K.A.
Smores

Mace,

Who knew that when I saw you on he forum, that you and Merlin would be ours. You two spurred me into action, when the chance came up for Logan and Elijah I jumped at it. They made it here but I still watched you two.

I tried so hard not too get to excited when you two were possibly becoming mine. I stayed a little back. Hoping and wishing that it would work but not wanting to let on. Towards the end I couldn't hold back anymore. I wanted you two. You had to come home. I called out of work just to meet you two. I stalked the airport just waiting for you two. I peaked inside and you two looked at me. I knew that you were safe and you were home. So much happened. Things may have ended badly in some front but I had you two and it was worth every word, fight, tears and losses.

So many times in the last couple of months I thought I would lose Merlin. I was so scared that I would lose him to soon. I never thought I would lose you. Not my chunky, loud, annoying grumpy piggy.

Merlin may have started every fight but you finished them. More than once you hurt him. Which is why in the end we separated you two. Even with that you two still talked back and forth. You just couldn't be together.

You fought every night with Daddy over the food dish. You would knock the water bottle down if it got to low. You would make a maze out of hay the minute it was put into your cage. Put a finger in front of you and you would nip it. As to say "I am the boss!"

When we woke up Monday Daddy was running late he looked at you and saw you hadn't finished your food. He sent me a text to check on you. I had already taken you out. I sat on the bed with you, as I called the vet. I carried you around with me all day. Too afraid to leave you alone.

I left you at the vet because even though the chances were tiny you would survive I had to try. If I could keep you here I had to try. The last thing I heard was you squeal and the vet tell you that I would pick you up the next day. The next day has come and gone and you're not here.

I can't say how much I wish you were here. I can't say how much we hurt. I cannot say how much I feel like I let you down. I'm sorry that I had been so busy that last week, but we had that last day and I will treasure it always.

I love and miss you so much.

Love always,
Mama